Good and bad news. I am still borderline preeclampsia but my test results came back low enough that I do not need to be induced early. It is good news to know that the baby and I are healthy and not at risk. The bad news is that I am still pregnant!!!
In some ways it feels like everything is going by so fast and the baby will be here before we know it. On the other hand 10 days until my due date feels like forever, and then I could possibly go two more weeks over that date. Arg I hate the waiting game.
My work is holding interviews for my position today and tomorrow. I had not even realized that my last day at work is scheduled for next Friday. Leaving work and letting someone have full control over my job is going to be extremely hard for me. I keep having horror nightmares about coming back to work in January and having files missing and erased or corrupted.
Matt and I were talking about the baby last night and both of us have decided we have not grasped the fact that we are going to be taking a baby home with us from the hospital. I know that sounds so strange but I feel like I haven't even had time to think about it. I just keep thinking that I am almost done being pregnant and that is as far as I get.
I just need to have this baby soon! The anxiety about making sure everything is ready and leaving work and the thought of labor is making me an absolute crazy person. I hope this baby comes any day!!
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