Thursday, May 10, 2012

Binky Addict

About a week ago I put Nathan down for bed at his usual time and he acted like he was going to sleep.  Half an hour later Nathan began crying.  I went into his bedroom thinking that he had probably just lost his binky like he usually does.

To my surprise, Nathan was crying with his binky in his mouth.  But he didn't just have binky, he had two!  Nathan had rolled in his crib, found the spare binky and was banging it against the one already in his mouth. Nate was crying because he couldn't figure out how to get both binkies in his mouth at the same time! I think its safe to say that Nathan is officially a binky addict!

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Leaving Town

Matt, Nathan, Annie and I are all leaving Salt Lake tomorrow to go camping for the weekend!  I am starting to get so excited to leave town and get a break from work but mostly I am excited to spend three and a half days straight with my family!

This will be the first time that we have taken Nathan anywhere overnight and so I am pretty nervous about that one.  But I am hoping for the best and can't wait to leave.  Tomorrow afternoon can't come fast enough! 

Da-Da

Nathan said "Da-Da" yesterday for the first time!  Matt was over at his parents last night and so it was just me and Nathan at home.  I was doing the dishes and he was bouncing and jabbering in his bouncer.  He started saying "Da" in between all of his jabbers but as soon as he figured out he could say it he would not stop.

Nathan repeatedly said "Da-Da" for a good 20 minutes until it was time for us to go over to Matt's parents.  When we got there I tried so hard to get Nathan to say it for Matt but he absolutely refused to perform for them.  After the quick visit I got Nathan back in the car and we drove off.  As soon as we had pulled out of the driveway he began saying "Da" again.  Gotta love that kid!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Working Mama

Growing up I always thought I would have a career.  I thought I would be older when I got married and even older when Matt and I started a family.  I guess that is the funny part about life and plans, that they never turn out the way you anticipated.

I am finding the task of being a working mother very challenging.  While I was on maternity leave I worried so much about returning to work.  I knew that I would have to allow others to help raise my son and that thought broke my heart.  I worried so much that we would lose our strong connection and that he would become more attached to his grandmas.

I have been frustrated and discouraged about this more than usual the past few weeks.  And then I was blessed with a tender mercy last Friday.  It had been such a long day and then I left work early to pick up Nathan from Matt's mom's house. 

When I got there Shayne was holding Nathan and said she had not been able to get him to smile all day.  She handed Nathan to me and I told him hello.  He put his hands on my cheeks, brought his face close to mine, and gave me the largest smile that he could.  He then began to laugh. 

Even though I have to allow others to help me raise Nathan and give up some time with him, I know that I will never have to give up being Nathan's mama.  We will always have that connection that has bonded us together from the moment I knew I was going to be a mother.  I am a working mama, but more importantly I am Nathan's mother, and that will never change.


Baby Kisses

Nathan and I play a game often where I kiss his cheeks several times quickly, pull back, and then we both laugh.  Well last night we were playing when Nathan grabbed my face, smashed his open slobbery mouth on my cheek and then began laughing like crazy!  There is absolutely nothing sweeter than kisses from my darling baby!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Nathan's Puppy

Nathan has a blue dog that my Aunt Pat gave us for our baby shower.  We have always kept the dog in the corner of Nathan's crib but we have had recent troubles with Nathan staying up at night to talk to the dog, so we have had to take it away periodically.

Well Nathan got fussy yesterday afternoon and so I brought the dog out for Nathan to look at while he was playing.  When bedtime rolled around I didn't remember that the dog was still under his gym.  I fed Nathan his bottle and then put him in his crib.  He instantly looked to the corner where the dog usually is, looked up at me, and began screaming.

I told Nathan to hang on and went to get the dog.  As I put the dog in the crib Nathan calmed down, smiled at me, and then stared at the dog with the biggest smile on his face!  Coincidence?  I think not!

Rice Cereal and Big Tummies

Yesterday Nathan was having an especially adorable day.  Nathan is now eating like a horse and wants a bottle every hour.  Well, Matt and I are getting worn out so we have started him on rice cereal.  The past week we have just been working on on him getting used to eating from a spoon but last night he was all over it!

I made him his serving of food and began feeding him to it.  Well, I could not get the food in his mouth fast enough and so he started grabbing the spoon from me and shoving it into his mouth.  He did this until the cereal was gone. I told Nathan we were all done and took the bowl off his tray.  Well he went NUTS!  He started screaming and so I put the bowl back and he calmed down. 

I made him a second helping of cereal and he downed that as well.  So Nathan got a THIRD serving of cereal.  Luckily halfway through that bowl he decided that since he had eaten his body weight it was probably time to stop.  I love that he is doing so well and that he loves to eat with the spoon!